I'm not sure what is it. I think it's loneliness. The feeling of depression is starting to set in amidst the mountains of jobs enlisted to me.
Things i'm counting on to cheer me up1. My SE Group (pls take note: my group not project)
2. Photo-taking of the Committee
3. Halloween party at Zouk with the girls
4. Awfully Chocolaty Brownies
5. Downright Sinful Cakes
6. ChocChip/Raisin/Oatmeal/M&M/Nuts Cookies
7. ICE CREAM!!!!! (Ben and Jerry's Cookie Dough pls)
8. Sight of familiar friendly faces
9. Faster fringe growth
10. A nice Friday next wk
I'm feeling sad. But the feeling feels foreign.
I bet it won't last long....
I hope.
I'm just sitting in the student's lounge now. Plugged on to my ear plugs, happy with my committee members, yet fretting over my freshly cut fringe. Haha. Just out of the blue this morn, i just thought of getting a change. So without any thought, headed off to my favourite hairdresser.
Now i'm feeling good cos i can really see everything in clear view, but yet having slight frets over my look in the upcoming photoshoot. haha. Vain.
Anyway, right now, i'm the marketing head of my school's committee. Yesterday, we had an awfully long meeting starting at 7 till a horrid 1130pm. And i can foresee many more to come. I'm just so glad cake's in this with me. hehe.
I've got to settle the photos of my committee for the upcoming investiture event. There's my still managerial accounting report. My ever hopeful software engineering group. And my dear Cat.
I'm very sure i can tide it all!
Sheesha
Sadly in the end, I didn't go for Shane's friend's club opening nor did i go indochine to support Leonard. The thought of $18 entry fee dismayed my thoughts of chilling out.. just spent my friday night sleeping at 11. Woke happy the following day, to see a text that Leonard's band had won the competition. It was some inter-varsity thing i think. hahahah. GOOD JOB WELL DONE!!!
Later, went out with papa and colin to walk the streets, and headed down for dinner to my uncle's club. Next, met up with my software engin. group.. but this time not for a meeting but rather a time to chill-out. Shupin organized this outing.. so Arab Street was decided upon as our destination and the purpose to be was to smoke sheesha!!! hahaha my first time, and so was Cake's and Iwan's. Everyone looked like DRAGONS.. puffing out clouds of smoke, which was of mix grape, coke and ice flavour. Not too bad.. quite fun. Initially i was paranoid about my parents finding out about it. So like no photos and stuff. But in the end i told them during dinner time where the whole family was there. And this was how the chat went...
Me: mama, do you know what sheesha is?
Mama: i don't.
Me: it's this indian pipe like thing. Big pipe!
Mama: OH! i know what it is!!!!
Me: you do??? remember that day when i said i was going to arab street with some
friends? I went to smoke that for the first time!
Mama: OH! it's a smoking thing?? I thought it was some musical instrument.
Me: ................... (silence and stoned) *thinks i'm in for dooms day*
Mama: i remember last time, i used to put stuff into my grandfather's pipe whenever
he wants to smoke........
Hahaa. Such family conversations. it just makes me wanna tell them every single thing about myself. I simple adore my parents:) The very ones who encourage me to go clubbing for my first time. Aint i priviledged?... I really think i am.
*muacks to them*
Quidam!!!! It's so awfully good. I caught it with Kev's family on Weds night. It was our first circus show, and i tell you, it's worth every single penny. Although it was equivalent to a movie duration, it didn't feel that short at all. At first, $100 for a ticket was quite a big hoo-ha to us, that we almost thought of backing out. But after walking out of that tent, kev and i felt that we paid for much more than we demanded for. We will defintely be saying our 'Hellos' to future Cirque Du Soleil Shows.
Walking into that tent just feels like entering another world. A world where people can fly, music that can touch ever nerve in you. The break from reality.
Magical.Later when i came back, it was around 11 plus. Got a vcd of quidam for shiyan. Cos he wanted to go watch quidam, and i was supposed to watch it with him. Felt so bad, so decided the vcd shall be my farewell gift to him. Met him at the void till around 1. Just barely 1 day since we last met the night before, and i'm starting to feel the vibes of missing him.
My dear neighbour since police-and-thief days. I'm definitely gonna miss you. You were 1 of my bestest friends. Always felt close yet carefree whenever you were around. Come home soon ya. Can't wait for dec to come...
Sentosa you shall be in.Will fill you in more about tmr ya? Exams just ended this morn. Paper was pretty alright. Tmr will be a fun day of celebration at night. hehe. Firstly, got invited to Shane's friend's pub opening. So will be there with the girls and Shane. Next, maybe cake and i will head down to Leonard's band performing at indochine.
Though in the day, i'll be having SE project meeting after class, it's something that i look forward to most of the time. My SE group is such a lovely bunch to be with. There's cake, shupz, leonard, shihui and iwan. Not very good programmers we may be, but great friends we will be. You guys place so much fun even in the most stress times. Bonding is something that we excel in, and i'm sure to take so much more than grades after this project ends. Simply love you guys to the max.
Will bring my cammie down tmr, and try snap many photos for everyone to see ya?
Till then.. :)
