Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Beautiful Housewarming

Kevin's housewarming was a success from the start. It looked just like anyone's dream holiday suite to be in. Even if no one turned up, i would still think of it as beautiful.

Though it started at 3, i came at an awful late 4.30 but because of a happy reason. Helen came dropping by to say hi cos it was her first day off. I miss her. So she bummed around for a while, and later left taking away mooncakes, makeup, many plastic bags, etc. haha. She sure made my mom very happy, and nick bored cos i came in soo late. grin. *sorry nick*

The minute i stepped into the house with Darren, we were first greeted with such familiar faces of our classmates. Just like a normal scene all the time, they were crowded around the ever friendly mahjong table. Plus, it was the first time i saw Trudy after such a long while! Later, i saw his best friends playing x-box and then there was Clarence and Jen at the pool room. Everyone was definitely kept occupied with the many activities available. It seemed like a reunion of many friends in a clubhouse.







And there was the prata man doing his cooking. He was our chef for the night! Thompson Prata man!!!! How good could the party get.



It was a gleeful gathering filled with good food and even better company. I realised that kev's friends were mostly my friends too.
Suddenly, the world seemed so small...

Great party kev:) thanks for the invitation!

The start of many better days to come.

Monday, September 12, 2005

Singlehood relived...

1 phrase from him was all it took for me to set me thinking hard. to make myself crumble. totally shattered. and yet know that i was making the right decision.
1 phrase. Simple words, yet so profound. heart-broken.

with that, we end it all. 6 months and 14 days. just like that...

a relationship that was 2 months physical and the rest so far apart... so tough. but yet i thought things could have worked out. i thought so. silly me.

anyway, i just wish that you will be happy. or rather, happier.

afterwhich, a series of unfortunate events took place, of which i shant mention. friends whom i talked to just laughed their heads off. the event was totally uncalled for. anti-climax..
maybe it was meant to be.. for me to give my first laugh amidst the sobs.

i couldn't stay at home. i asked my mom for some company. she knew. daddy didn't. but he looked at me and said "clara, you can take the car." i guess subtly, he knew. i'm not very sure. but never did he know that he did a great deal in consolation.
1 phrase and it made me smile.
my first drive without assistance. down town.


i love my parents. Unknowingly, you have been my constant source of support.
To my friends.. kev, shiyan, shupz, gracia, cake, arvin, etc. you have done more than you showed. yr presence and words meant everything to me. thank you for going through all these with me. i love you all.




here i say hello to singlehood. goodbye, ian... my everything once.

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends


Greenday. Wake me up when september ends.


I'm going to follow it..

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Choice

I am tired. Very tired.

I don't blame you for anything.
It was inevitable. The choices had to be made sooner or later.
It was just a matter of time that i had to face them.
I just chose not to.

We will see how things goes.
This relationship still deserves the best from me.
It will receive my all.
Till things reach its epitome, then shall we refer.

2 months of beautiful memories is just what keeps me crying yet smiling.
No regrets whatsoever.


To my friends, thank you for being there.