Academic refresh
Sigh. My results are awfully bad this term. And i must say that it's a rude shock to me. When i get the breakdown for each course, i realise that it's like exceptionally good throughout, just that it's awfully bad at the exam. The very last hurdle.
Really really disappointed. All the As that i were hoping for. Gone at the very end.
Oh well, maybe it's a rude awakening call. But it also states the problematic area of my falling grades.
Suddenly i feel a solid change in my attitude. For once, i feel so anxious when i see my results. Not that i didn't feel so last time. But it's like now, when i see my grades, I really want to know the reason behind it. Why is it like this? I feel very disappointed when my grades do not tally with the effort placed in it. I guess maybe one could say i'm getting hungry now. No longer the very satisfied clara of which anything will do. I do hope that i score awfully well next term, and pull up my bad gpa to a pleasant one.
I'll definitely work harder and SMARTER next term. I know what i'm missing out in studies and will work towards that.
1 more to go!
I haven't gotten any reply from Bloomberg:( *sad.
Anyway, tomorrow's my last paper!!!! Enterprise Integration. And it's open book but i don't think it'll be equivalent to an easier paper. Taking a break from its preparation. I have pressure in studying it.. hehe cos my darling's my TA(Teaching Assistant). But i feel it's overall good pressure. This time round, my whole term has been so motivated with him scoring As and him raraing me on all the way. The cheering on has not been simply verbal, but accompliment with vcd breaks, late nights, and loads of sweet treats.. plus a beautiful beautiful tulip.
It has been the one of the most gorgeous flower i have seen. Check her out. She looks like a pink cloth with purple batik print right in the middle.
I say my darling has good taste... doesn't he?
No wonder he chose me!
heheheHEHEHE. kk, fine *sorry*.
Sigh exam stress is finally going to end.. Yippie!!!!!
Then there will come Web Sudoku, more desert treats, my bintan day trip, shopping!!!
Can't wait can't wait.
Girls, hang in there. We'll go out real soon!
And my dear too, thanks for everything.
Internship fever
I applied for a global technical support position at Bloomberg and really really hope i get it. A lady, Patricia just called me from there, requesting for a phone interview at 9am tmr!!!!! 9am.. that's early:( I hope i don't get all the jitters and repeat myself over the phone.
A phone is better than a face right.
Come on clara, you can do it.
I want this internship. Badly.
I want my $1800 pay.
